MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Be blessed everyone. May you remember the true meaning of christmas and hold on to the promises of God.

Take my heart...

But please don't break it.

Keep it movin'

I stare at your picture for the last time

to ease my mind, this time I even break down and cry.

I had good reason for leaving you, I was never enough for you.

You had me doubting myself, putting me down.

But, baby i'm gonna keep smiling.

I'm gonna keep it moving'

Cause I don't need you.

I stayed with you so long

that I lost myself.

Now who would have thought that someone so independent

would become so damn submissive.

And sometimes in the back of my mind

i'd be missing you.

but, I will get through this

because I deserve someone better than you.

This heartbreak ends today

and I don't wanna give up on love.

I'll be moving on,

knowing I gave it my all.

I'm gonna keep it moving

Baby, I don't need you anymore.

Beautiful Mess indeed.

I thank God for what He's doing in me right now. I'm beyond pissed off!! I hate when you try and help people and give them words of advice and then they turn on you and stab you in the back. Yes, i'm a Christian.. i'm not stating i'm perfect. Yes, I used to drink and smoke my life away, but i've found love in Jesus and He saved me. Yes, I use to let him beat me everyday, but that's NOT me anymore. Man..I hate when you try and do good and people are so damn naive and continue looking at who you used to be rather than who stands before them NOW. ugh!

I love

Jesus. He's beautiful, understanding, loving, forgiving, strong, compassionate, He's everything. He is enough for me.

My heart, Your home.

Search me through and through until my heart becomes a home for You. Let everything I do open up a door for you to come through, and then my heart will be a place where you'll wanna be. Come and be everything I am and all I know.